Aunty Fiona misses you too, SH.

(Fiona is Mummy's Cousin)

Haydon, or SH to me, had a huge impact on people in his far too short, short life, on family, friends and strangers alike. Born on my birthday, he made sure I would never forget his! Not that anyone could forget his arrival, or his leaving, I certainly won't.

I spent Hogmanay with SH, another special day to share with him. Sitting with him with Helen and with Jim and the flurry of nurses around, he was clearly a fighter and had so many people fighting his fight with him and loving him.

During the time Helen was in hospital before SH came along, we were texting most nights, talking about her, our, hopes and fears for this unborn baby that was already showing the determination that he came to have in life (and we also talked about Emmerdale so we knew he would have good taste)

He dropped a shiny £1 coin in my path back in May and he turned that into a phenomenal amount of money for his Foundation by making us all walk in the heaviest rain of the year. The wee so and so turning the tap on us that day just to remind us he was there and who was in charge! He is still dropping pennies for me now, all being held to be paid into his memory too. I like to think that this is the humour and fun that he would have brought to our lives had he not been cruelly taken too soon.

Haydon's mummy and daddy deserved to have his specialness around forever. Life goes on around his memory but he will never be forgotten and he will be forever missed. We should never have had to say goodbye to SH, xx